It’s hard to believe that we’re already at the end of Week 1 here at training camp, and let me tell you—it’s been so good.
The week kicked off by meeting my incredible squad mates and hearing their stories. Together, we set up tents, built our camp, and began to settle into this season of growth. There’s been a lot to learn: What does it truly mean to know God? What is truth—and more specifically, who is truth? What does it look like to trust God completely? I’ve been reflecting on repentance, unity in love, and what it means to be a radical follower of Jesus.
Worship has been such a beautiful experience. It’s been such a sweet time of feeling the presence of the Lord, especially as we unite in praise. My squad mates are nothing short of amazing, and it’s been so encouraging to walk alongside each of them.
But, like any journey, there are challenges. One thing I’ve struggled with is hearing the voice of God. At times, it’s hard to not compare myself to those who seem to hear more clearly. I found myself wrestling with feelings of jealousy. But in those moments, I turned to God, asking for peace and clarity—and, as always, He was faithful to provide. I’m learning that it’s okay to be still in the season I’m in. I’ve felt a deep sense of peace and contentment, trusting that it’s all in God’s timing.
Yet, there’s still a tension I’m learning to navigate—how to balance being still with also desiring to grow and press forward. It’s a fine line, but I’m leaning into God’s guidance every day.
Yesterday, we had an experience that really left an impression on me—what we called “house visits.” Essentially, we were introduced to a simulated culture that we might encounter in Southeast Asia. It was a culture shaped by Islam, where the belief is that Jesus was a prophet, but not the Messiah. They asked hard, deep questions about faith and truth, and I found myself unsure of how to respond. That sparked a fire in my heart to dive deeper into Scripture, not just to learn more, but to equip myself to answer hard questions—not from my own thoughts, but from the Word of God.
As I walk through this season, I would be so grateful for your prayers. Pray that my heart remains open, that I continue to seek the Lord wholeheartedly, and that I would trust Him in the unknown. I’m learning that it’s okay to not have all the answers, and that’s been such a freeing realization.
Thank you all for taking the time to read this. Your support means the world to me as I continue this journey of faith and learning.
P.S.
This is my first blog post, so please be kind! I’m excited to see how the next one turns out!
With love and gratitude,
Bridger Hoogeveen
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